So then back here about what i wanted to blog about, i dragged myself to school today . Not feeling pleasant, but i thought since it's only like two hours lecture and then GEMS, i'll be able to handle it . And i did . GEMS's nothing anyway, nobody listens, and the lecturer couldn't care more . It's more like a do-ya-own-thing-just-don't-make-it-too-obvious-ya-not-listenin kinda thing . So i started to doodle and drew out cars that i think i could possibly see in school . Here's what i got ? I know it's more like cartoon cars, but i tried to make it look better . Haha .
Then i saw this on the road just down my block, opposite the oil pump station . Think it's by bike or something, how could a car turn like that in a double lane ? I don't know, i could be wrong . But i definitely missed the part when they did it . Haha .
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Ever know how it feels to just let go of someone you wish and hope so much that you can be together with forever ... ... ... I once came across this man, not perfect ten, yet fabulous nine . Things about him is what i thought i can never expect from any man . Finally found someone, the one i'm willing to spend time with for god knows how long, whom i've been searching for so long, but just gotta let go because it's just too impossible to be together - this isn't love, not at all . This man is a real dream come true for me . I'll never forget him, unless i found another, which is not likely to . And i've missed him today, yet, again .
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The song i'm listening to now, sings so :
''you gotta find someone new, i really hope you do, 'coz i love you''
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What a coincidence . Cancel out that word 'love' and insert a 'want', it fits perfect .
Whatever . And that's me, dreaming again .
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Boredom alone can kill me, what more if i survive alone one day ? I'll kill myself before boredom gets to me . Haha . I'm going insane, saw YZ that day and he said my face has the very stressed look and ask me if my eye color are that because of the lenses . Haha, i told him i don't even listen during lectures, there's nothing to stress about, and i'm a mixed blood, so it's my natural eye color . Haha, and he actually believed me ! I thought better don't play it too over, so told him it's a lie about the eye color before he ran off, haha, and he gave me the =_= look . Haha, so funny, opps ! =P
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Alright, i think i better get some rest now . Something is wrong with me, i can feel it, but i don't know what . Couldn't care more .
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Early good night to all . =)
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